Before anyone can give you a shove, you gotta let 'em know you need one, right?
Well, I've been avoiding some medical stuff. I haven't had a pap smear since 2/05. The ob-gyn that my pcp has recommended to me for years, who I never got to see because I always took someone else in the practice for convenience sake, is still the only one they are willing to recommend to me. Truth be told, I never wanted to go back to that group, simply because of what that doc did to me telling me I couldn't get pregnant last year. He is not the doc my pcp recommends, but in the group. I'm really paralyzed about this, like can't pick up the phone. I don't remember if I asked my onc to recommend someone, I was supposed to.
Oh, yeah, I accidentally blew off my onc appt for last week. Olga just called to reschedule and I have to call her back. I wanted to see him more frequently than 6 months, if you recall. The way I'm going, that plan's not faring so well. My right breast still is tender from the lumpectomy. I get afraid, to tell you the truth.
I did go to my PCP yesterday and found out I have arthritis and degenerative disc worsening in my back. they put me on an rx antinflamatory. My back was totally out on Sunday and then again yesterday morning. The med seems to be working. I hope it does, I have yet to put my garden in. It's still in the seed-starting packs, outgrowing them!!!!!
Well, I probably deserve a shove, huh? There's also another issue: I NEED A HOUSE!!! I'm still not settled in a deal yet, they keep falling through. last one was my fault. I, thankfully, was talked out of taking one with electric heat. wouldn't listen to DH who didn't want a house anyway, remember? Had to listen to his dad, who does want us in a house instead. Well, got out of that, now there's this other one.....
may get it for a song, we'll see.
"Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." -Confucius
Don't knock on Death's Door. Ring the bell and run. He hates that.