Hi again, well just got word that left breast is very suspcious pre-cancer, Dr suggest bilateral mastectomy. So I am awaiting word from his office as to surgery date. I feel better about
everything today, don't think I want re-construction as it would be a lot more to put my body through. Dr says they will be doing sentinal node on right breast but not on left. Asked him why was the area in my right breast which never had a lump and now it feels like a large mass. Was told that it probably was from the biopsy done last month. Need to call him back forgot to ask about
the throbing ache I get in that breast. With all I have read, that the reconstruction is for looks only, no sensations in either breasts seems futile to do. Since I am 59 and have a very supportive husband maybe I'll just deal with the scars. Guess I won't have to worry about
flashing anyone. Have read I will go through a mourning process over the loss of my breasts. I think I am strong enough mentally to deal with this. Will keep you posted. Again, thanks so much for your thoughts.