Hi GG, it sounds to me like you are overwhelmed & have a lot on your shoulders. All that you are going through can cause all of the symptoms you are experiencing. Are you taking anything for your anxiety & depression? I also suggest some type of therapy. Taking care of other people 24/7 leaves little time for yourself & you do need to take care of you. Get the rest that you need because it sounds like you are not getting enough. Don't get down on yourself, you are going through a lot so of course you are experiencing these feelings & fears. I don't think you have CFS, it is much more than just fatigue. You might check out WEBMD or a few other websites to see exactly what it is so you can ease your mind. Feel free to continue posting here if you do see yourself in them. I wish you the best, many hugs, Denise
Fibromyalgia-dx'd: 2006, ME/CFS-dx'd: 2006, Holt-Oram Syndrome dx'd 1975, reduced lung capacity dx'd 2009, nasal allergies, food allergies, depression (lifetime problem) IBS, neuropathy in hips
I have 4 children & 7 grandchildren.
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