I have been withiut a pain doctor since 05. I havge tried many clinics abnd MDs and ended up with nothing. So the y have driven me to self medication. I start my day with a good slug of whiskey followed by 2400mg of motrin, 900mg gabapentin and pain on a scle of one to ten of at least 6 and usually 8. I follow that with reading and TV, oops time for more of my pain med, gulp ahh. By about three hour later my eyesight is going badly (di I mention that I was diabetic) and I turn on the tv. Its pain med time again, motrin,gabies and of course a 4 ounce dose of my bottled pain reliever which at this time is running dangerously low. Time to visit the pharmacy. I get my walker and hike 1/4 of a mile to the liquor store. There a non-nosey pharmcist (nosey pharmacists are the reason I was cut off in the first place and every time I turn a screw I hope one of them is at the other end. I would burn one in effigy if I had more energy), who is friendly and he gives me leathal doses of alchohol every day.
At any rate I don't want to bore the listener. I think that pain meds are less harmful to the liver and I don't drink when I have the proper dosage of pain meds. I found an 80mg oxy on my floor after a shady character who was visiting left. I said "why not Try this" .I didn't get high but the pain came down 2 a 2 on the scale and I felt so good that I cleaned my house in celabration of being pain free. 12 hours latter I was back to the routine of self medicating.
Please Help me I am Dying,