PAlady: it does sound like were on the same wave, lets see if we can coordinate a time to chat even. So you caught my post before I edited, yeah changed mind b/c felt too vulnerable and it seems to ME that I get bent out of shape with a lot of responses, maybe b/c I can't see, hear and assess in person what the intention is. Also, my chronic fatigue does leave me feeling vulnerable. You'll probably know what I mean by this, but I am confronted negatively a lot at work, but for some reason, no problems there with taking a breath, letting go and walking a way (well, not all the time, but enough that I don't need to look into changing professions). Anyway, have a hour left to go at work today, it's quiet right now so I thought I'd sneak a look at the forum. Made it through the day and week, will spend a lot of time resting this weekend. Hopefully it will get easier????? Yeah, if I was in your current situation of not having a job and having to look for one I too would of felt overwelmed--I had a job to go back to, easier. Hope to hear from you soon.
Chutz: thanks for the support, your great--as always.