Tammy, I hope tonight finds you feeling better or at least getting some sleep. I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. These docs need to make better arrangements for when they are gone. Getting a doc to cover who won't deal with pain meds or help is crazy. I so know what you mean about the dreams. I can't tell you how many dreams I have of being in pain or not being able to breath(I have an auto-immune disease that effects my lungs). It does wear you down.