I do believe you took the words out of my fingers. I'm heading to the doctor in a bout 25 minutes and I was just sitting here thinking, I really really hope he's as cool still as he was the first time I saw him. Just knowing I'm gonna have to tell him the steroids really didnt help have me nervious and I really don't know why I should be, but I feel guily cause I'm still hurting, the pain is still there. Never thought of it being guilt I feel, but you hit the nail on the head. It sucks!!!!!!! Pain is a word I'd love to have out of my head.
Thank you for explaining it so dang well.