You are at the right place buddy. Here you don't have to pretend to be normal or justify yourself when you feel crappy. You can be who you are depending on how you feel. It might not sound like much, but it can make a huge difference. Like you, I am quite new here, but for some reason, I don't feel as alone anymore and it's truly great.
By the way, would you mind telling me (us) what you suffer from exacly. If you don't want to share it's fine too. Might just be useful in the future is you need some advive or info. about your condition.
I am Dany (frenchdude) and I live in Montréal, Canada. And oui, je parle français.
So welcome again.