Good afternoon *huggs* I am so glad that you got to the new Doc, but GOSH! You must feel so, so, violated You trusted your doctor for years! *warm huggs* I wish there were some way I could help! Can you drink herbal teas while you are.. slowly eliminating your medications? Celestial seasons makes on called "Tension Tamer".. But I only drink it in evenings. I dont think it would help much I cannnot believe the person you trusted for so long betrayed you, and your physical well being . Hang in there and post as often as you need to here in CP! We all care, and we all want to know how you are doing.