Sending you hugs and healing thoughts!!
*BIG HUGGS*Oh so much has happened. I am unsure as to where to start? Well, first off I should say that I am okay. Tired of the fever. In alot of pain, but okay.
Thursday night I stopped all meds. Sometime around 3 am friday time bagan to go by very slow. It hurt. I went to the procedure, the next day and I was so spent I think i was on auto pilot. When they took my temp they said I had a fever, odd blood pressure reading. My regular nurse saw me and came up to me saying "Oh no, I remember last time but oh". I cried. The other nurse couldnt do arm iv, off to the wrist.. arms look so ugly.. Anyway they wheel me in to the spine specialist.
He seems grumpy. Hes always grumpy but more than usual. Hes worried about infection due to the amount and type of steroids....Say if we do this we have to watch out for infection... then changes his mind. Says we have to reschedual. *(*&&( !!!!!! then says my blood work keeps comming back odd, if my new endocronologist has gotten me on embrel or fosomax yet? *(*&(* ?? I told him I was sorry and I dont know what he is talking about. Keeps asking me questions I dont know answers to. by that time Id been in 10+ pain too long to really respond anyway even if I knew what he was talking about.
Nurses wheel me out. I get re dressed and un-Ivd? I go out to waiting room and doc and husband are talking. They seem and look frustraited. I hugged them both. I didnt know what else to do. Then my husband and I left. Later my husband and the doctor are on the phone? says hes sorry for being a #2 ??? they talk on the phone a while. I go back in in two weeks for medicine in my back.
.....long weekend. I hate tv. My house.. feel the dust teasing me... Got lots of jewlery sets made thou.
And Today! We find out from my oral surgeon that, no, I am not having implant retained on the top. Only bottom and it will "lock into place". When I saked about upgrading was told "in about 20yrs maybe wouldnt worry about it now?" There i am looking like a horses #2 thinking I was getting same thing on top as on bottom? But apparently I am to feel good that I am healing fast? Here I am, healing right along. Ive got a few more dental appointments to keep till i get the final result. But nothing too major from here on out, and should be done in few more months. From that point I just need yearly checkups. Maybe If I schedual it in advance I can do teeth check-up~~> then go across street for general checkup / flu shots .
My general take on this last week has left me with even more questions than I had before. If you guys don't mind I am gonna pass these thoughts along....
Iv had a low grade fever for a while now.. it isnt anything new. Arnt they paying attention? Is my doctor grumpy with me? Hes been so gosh darned grumpy these last few visits. Everyone has. these last few months have been the worst for the bone loss. Why wont anyone talk to me? Gosh I dont think I look like Ill break anythime soon... okay, maybe that was the wrong..phrase, sorry. But still! And that one nurse. I dont ever remember her name. She is always there. Ever so kind for .. haha almost 2yrs now. Crazy? This it would be uncomfortable or weird if I gave her a jewlery set? Is that, you know, uncomfortable for medical personel? Technically I learned jewlery becuase my pain psychologist suggest I find a pain dristaction hobbie. Works to, my own littel world for 10-20 min stretches !!off track!!
And so all my "procedures" are stretched out again. 2weeks for back? (fever still here?).... 3 weeks for bottom "placement" (no top). and that puts those two smack dab in the middle of the endocronologist "tests" and "reults" lovingly dubbed Endo round 2.
Ive only been able to catch up on a few of the posts.. like 15 or so. Have alot of reading still
Sending you lots of love and healing energy hugs!!!