Oh honey, no one blames you for not wanting anymore surgery but I do not believe you have any other options. It does sound like they have caught it in the early stages even tho its growing. Unfortunately, my mom was not a surgical candidate.
Vickie did you get to talk to your nurse or oncologist on how your pain is bad and your pump dr is not addressing your severe pain? If not, please call them, they know all about pumps and should be able to help you. You should not be suffering as you are. You have my email-email me any time you want. Hugs,