I'm new here so don't get scared lol.
However, I'm not new to pain meds and it so happens that I'm on oxycodone too for the pain around the clock and for b/t as well. I never had too much problem for my pain but since my doctor has always been reluctant to prescribe them to me (everytime I see her she makes comments about it) I know exactly how you feel. I think the day this will happen to me, I would not hesitate at all to grab the phone and beg for them.
You did what you had to do and you got what you needed. I still think it's a pity you had to come to this though. No one should have to cry to see their pain relieved.
You seem to be a "habituée" (??) here...meaning you've been on here for a while. I hope we can get to know each other better. What is your condition, is it the back like me?
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,And sorry I could not travel bothAnd be one traveler, long I stood