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antbuggey
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   Posted 7/9/2010 8:45 PM (GMT -7)   
Just wanted to drop in and say hello and tell you all that I have been here and reading....just not doing very much posting! I don't want all of my posts to be whining and that seems like all I have in me right now! I am still miserable and spending as much time crying as I am sleeping anymore! Just feeling kind of alone!!

Just know that I am thinking about you all and praying for you all......and missing you all!!

Just really messed up right now!!

Take care of you....all of you!

Hugs,
Beckey

tmjpain
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   Posted 7/9/2010 9:07 PM (GMT -7)   
Dear Beckey, nice to hear from you. I am sorry you are feeling so rotten. We are in the same boat because i have been crying all day, my pain is off the wall and I am having a hard time to get out of this hole and move forward. We\ll see what tomorrow brings.
I hope you will have a better day as well.

Take care
   
SUZANE
      
 Chronic, severe and continuous bilateral temporal headaches since 2000.
 
           


MIKEL99
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   Posted 7/9/2010 11:01 PM (GMT -7)   
Hey Beckey Girl , You are definetly NOT alone , I'm so sorry your not feeling so good . Try to count your blessings , the people you love and who love you , good things that have happoened for you . Write it down and make a list , whenever you feel down read your list , that always helps me to see its not as bad as thought . And remember how much we love you here ! Thinking of you , Mikel

Chutz
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   Posted 7/9/2010 11:48 PM (GMT -7)   
Hi Beckey...

We all have times in our lives that are just miserable. I'm not suggesting that I know what you are going through but know that by our experiences we can empathize with your misery and truly know what you are going through. Feeling emotionally in pain and lonely is often worse than the physical pain...at least for me it is.

Hugs,
Chutz
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antbuggey
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   Posted 7/10/2010 8:32 AM (GMT -7)   
Thank you all for responding! Again....I miss you all!

Suzane, I know that you are suffering terribly as well and I am so sorry! I am sending well wishes for you too! Take care hun!

Mikel, thank you for suggesting that I count my blessings....I have always tried to remember that but sometimes you forget to.

Chutz, I know that you do know and understand what I am going through, that is what makes this place so amazing! Thank you for reminding me!

Please know that I care so much about all of you and I feel so bad when I get so down like this! I know that many people here are suffering worse then me and that makes me feel very weak! There are so many strong amazing people here that just keep on fighting no matter how tough it gets! That is mostly why I lately I have not been posting, because I do feel so weak in comparison right now! I just need to pull myself out of this hole I am in and I will be okay!

I do have a bit of good news. I do not have to wait until August 3rd for the rheumy anymore.....My sister and I decided to go to the other facility and we are going July 21st. This place seems really great! It is a state-of-the-art RA clinic with some really great doctors there. This is where our PCP originally wanted us to go but it is a 3 1/2 hour drive. When it was just me going...I did not want to go that far, but now that Shannon is going too, and they are willing to schedule us together.....I think it will be worth it.

Take care everyone and thanks for the love, hugs and reminders that I will be okay!!

Hugs,
Beckey

tmjpain
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   Posted 7/10/2010 8:49 AM (GMT -7)   
Ah Becky I am so sorry you are feeling so badly. I understand you my dear friend because I am in the same place right now and it is a tough fight isn't it. Last night I just cried and cried on my husbands shoulder. It's horrible right. But please don't think you are too weak that you can't post. We want you to post. I came and posted yesterday when I was in such a bad way and the positive encouragement I received here was enormous. You are never judged here Becky. NEVER!! So please come and post any time ok, any time. We all love and support you here no matter what. That is what is so fabulous about everyone here. I have never met such a great group of people.

I am happy to here that you and your sister have the apt together at the center. I wish you so much luck when you get there. Keep us posted.

Where do you and your sister live? Someone here lives in Calgary and I can't remember who it is. My memory is so poor.

Hugs
   
SUZANE
      
 Chronic, severe and continuous bilateral temporal headaches since 2000.
 
           


Mrs. Dani
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   Posted 7/10/2010 8:58 AM (GMT -7)   
 
 
   Dear Becky,
 
     GOooOOoooD Morning! *warm huggs* Its always so good to hear from you. Its awesome because from the moment you got here, you have been part of the family *hugg* Some people just fit in, almost as if there was always a place for them. Like you! *hugg* And as family, please remember we want to hear from you even if you are sad and struggling. Even if you are happy and love drunk. That is what family is for. For everything and nothing. All of it. So, don't shy away from us! You hear me!?! You are very important part of our lives and it makes us feel good to be here for you. We may not be able to go out to coffee or visit you at your home and give you a much needed hugg, but we can be here to support you through your good times and your bad. By doing so we all feel like we "helped" and that makes all the difference.
 
    I am so sorry you having such a hard time. I know the future you face, knowing you will more than likly be in pain the rest of you life due to the RA, is very hard. Though there have been wonderful advances in the treatment of RA there is nothing to stop or slow the relentless progression. I think you are doing the very best you can. Crying, though it feels and leaves you weak, is an important part of comming to terms with what is happening to you. So cry until there is nothing left, but please, please don't shy away from us. We care and want to hear from you even if all you do is slamm your hands on the key board a few times. You mean alot to us *hugg* If ever there were a person who could come out on top, and better for it all, it is you. You can do this! I know you can!!
 
    Oh gosh, I am so glad you got into a rheumatologist sooner. But, I know he/she will want many many tests run. More than likly it will take a while to get a treatment plann in place and begin to feel a bit better. But, as first stepps go, this a great first stepp. I had a thought though that driving 4hrs to see your rheumatologist will be hard, no doubt. Perhaps you might want to transition over to rheumatologist in your area when you are stable and comfortable in your treatment plann?
 
     Of course, it is always good to hear from you. Please, know you are in our prayers here!!!!
 
*warm hugg*
     dani
 
TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
 
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Pete trips again!
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   Posted 7/10/2010 11:44 AM (GMT -7)   
Hi Becky, Remember me? So sorry to hear about your pain and those dirty rotten "Blues" you have.
Isn't it great to read all of your friends posts and how much everyone cares for you here? I'm sure that helps a little! Especially when Dani writes! Boy is she a hard act to follow or what? Anyway, just wanted you to know that you are missed and loved! I will put you up on the top of the prayer list today!
Big Hugs, Your Buddy,
Pete
When I was young & stupid I broke almost every bone in my body and I'm paying a heavy price now but I'm still here and so glad to see my two sons grow up to be fine young men, both are in the Navy. I'm so proud! My biggest health problem>> I'm a certified Luny~Tune!!


antbuggey
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   Posted 7/10/2010 1:05 PM (GMT -7)   
Suzane, thank you again! Starting to feel like I am running out of tears, or at least I should be!! So hoping you have a better day today also! Sending prayers and well wishes your way! Shannon and I live in the states. We are in south central Nebraska but originally from Colorado. I miss the dry heat from Colorado....this humidity is rough! My husband sure wishes we lived in Canada! You are so strong and caring....take care hun!

Dani, thanks soooo much! I have felt like I belonged here from the vary beginning! This is my FAMILY and I love you all! I guess what bugs me the most about being so down, is I am the caregiver type! I want to be helping not the one needing help! I am the strong one that everyone comes to.....the one that puts everyone else ahead of myself! I do, however, know now that I need help....I need people around who care and love and do not see me as pathetic! I just don't want ALL my posts to be pathetic!! You are an amazing lady take care!

Pete....."remember me?"....what kind of question is that???? How could I forget my new buddy Pete!?! Thanks you for responding....I miss you lots! I sure hope things are getting a little better for you, also! I sure miss your wonderful stories!! Like I said...I may not have been posting but I have been reading and saw the posts about the bologna you have had to endure lately!! Thanks for the hugs and prayers!!

Lots of love to all of my family here......take care of you - all of you!!!

Hugs,
Beckey
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