I was just thinking about you the other day *hugg* I am so glad you had a chance to stop by and give us an update. You sound just plumm worn out and I am so sorry. I wish I could help some how.
When is your appointment? I ask because it takes several days for the steroids to leave your system. Did they give you a specific time frame? If not, then call and ask. That way you will know for sure.
I am so sorry you are so frightened. Who could blame you? When the future is so uncertian? When so much could change in just one 30min appointment? *hugg* You can do it. You know why? Because you owe it to yourself to give your body a chance to survive. I know you can do this! I am so sorry you have been kicked around by the medical community when you needed them the most! But, give yourself a chance & give this doctor a chance. He might be different, he just might be able to help. You wont know til you take a deep breath and take the first stepp!
*warm huggs* dani