It is always so good to hear from you. *hugg* I hope you had a chance to get some rest last night. It sounds like you haven't slept much in the last few weeks. How are you doing this morning and what are your pain scale like when you wake up?
Bleh! Not a coward. Not by a long shot. A coward would have given up a year ago. You dear friend are a fighter through and through. Don't believe me? Who else fight against a dozen surgeons to prove them wrong and show you are a good candidate for surgery? Need more proof? I really don't know anyone that will go out of their way to check up on their friends and support them through their pain.. Just 3 days out of surgery? Kind of thing that strong men with a heart of pure gold are made of. You my friend are most strong willed person I know. Though it doesn't seem like it during the hard times... just take a deep breath and think of an entire week, instead of a single day. You can do this! I know you can!
Now one question is pressing on my mind... WHY are you scared of Jessica? She is a guardian angel in my mind. I have never known someone to care so much about the people around her. She is someone special without a doubt. And she loves you very much. I do not know anyone who would go to such great lengths to care for someone, without love. Love, dear friend, you have a lot of.
Try to keep your chin up. I know it is hard right now. My friend had her hip done and it was 9 weeks before she was comfortable and down to mild pain. When every thing was done she said her only regret was not frighting the doctors sooner to get it done.
I do hope you have a slow day today. A day for just you to relax and not travel around. I can well imagine your body is worn out easily. You are ALWAYS in our prayers here.
Lots of Love *warm huggs* dani
Good morning Mikel!
I know the feeling well.....but you can do this! Stay close to the board here....and we will get you through this just fine.
Are you watching any Tv? Listing to music, with headphones? It may help, and of course if you want to chat just put out the word, and I'm sure there will be plenty of us meet you there. Again, you can email me if you like.
You will turn a corner one of these days...and your sense of a good road will come back slowly but surley.