Dear Confused in IL
I am sure you are anxious about all the testing and the illness so give yourself permission to worry a bit. It is normal and it beats trying to hold all your feelings inside.
You will find that Crohn's takes many different pathways and each person has their own story. There is something comforting about baring your soul to the members of CD Forum and still being able to be anonymous.
We will help you through, so keep posting.