So sorry about your boss issues! I do hope they called you in because they care...
I have not even told my new boss because of how previous bosses treated me. I think she will be ok though, I have not really had the chance to tell her.
Good Luck and don't worry about crying, it is a human response and they may realize how bad you were feeling. At least you were at work trying and still working when you could.
Diagnosed w/ Crohn’s Disease March 2007 On 150mg Azathioprine (generic Imuran), Pentasa, & Entocort (take zofran for nausea now)
Diagnosed w/ Fibromyalgia May 2007 also on Soma
Also have Arthritis, and feel like I am falling apart sometimes...
Don't think that they think less of you. I know that there are very caring and concerned people. A little story from my background. My daughter was diagnosed with Crohn's when she was twelve. She was going to a pediatric gastro and all of the sudden I get a letter from the insurance company saying that they were dropping him from the list of network doctors. She had only been going to him for a litte over a year and I wasn't really happy with him anyway.
When I looked for a new doctor there was none. Only adult GI's. It's so important to see a pedi-gi because she already suffered from growth failure. I was frantic. I ended up talking to my district manager who contact someone else. Before I knew it I was getting a call from one of the vice-presidents of my corporation. He was on the benefit committee and before I knew it we had several new doctors available for me to choose from. I found the most wonderful doctor that got Michelle in remission and growing, even if it was a nastro-gastric tube for nightly feedings.
My vice-president continued to call me every few months just to check up on my daughter until he retired. Believe me when I say, I was and still eternally grateful for his caring and his involvement. By the way, I work for AT&T and I am on the lowest rung of the corporate ladder. Not all bosses are uncaring.
Hey Kiddo you Ok??
Of course you are...just having one of those chron's moments...Some days we just need to vent,relax the battle,regroup,and as always start again...You will be fine you were just building more courage...Keep it up girlfriend.