I understand your feelings also. We've been trying for awhile for another baby. We have a 5-year old daughter. It can get you down. However, I haven't been as healthy as I thougth I was. I started Remicade and am feeling great, so hopefully things will start happening.
Keep trying and keep your chin up! I know how hard that can be when you're struggling with all the "monthly" emotions and hormones. Good luck!
CD since 1988,
Cocktail of medications ( Remicade included) and have explored many herbal remedies.
Currently experiencing another flair up after 4 years of remission.
"Life is like a box of chocolates you never know what your going to get inside"
Everyone knows that quote... how true how true.