I'm kinda glad she got a little something out of it. She probably has more guilt than you, but feels/appreciates it a good deal less. At the very least, she got a chance to even out a small fraction of the karma like "stuff" she has accumulated over the years. If she comprehended anything, at least she was able to put up a argument. It beats the heck out of sniping at her on life support. Sorry, now I'm ranting, but my family has experienced our fair share of mental health issues, and it is the most frustrating feeling in the world. I wish I could say I never blew a cork, but I always did my best, and I just can't hold onto the guilt. My perfection, would/could not have changed anything, or made my family members any more healthy. We will be in hell together, if we can land there for doing our best, or having a since of humor about all this, cuz... I find this funny too. As for myself, I believe this was created as a coping mechanism. With this DD, we CAN'T be beating ourselves up .
Why is when one edits oneself, one always misses something that just glares after one posts!
Post Edited (Margie11) : 11/19/2008 10:44:45 PM (GMT-7)
Post Edited (MMMNAVY) : 11/22/2008 1:19:53 PM (GMT-7)