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MsRockonBelly21
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Date Joined Dec 2008
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   Posted 1/20/2009 4:33 PM (GMT -7)   
I just want to vent/rant. I have not feeling good since Sat night. I haven't been feeling myself either(for a while now). I am on a antidepressant(Celexa), wonder if I need a higher dosage. Anyway, I don't feel good or right and  just want to be let alone. Well I have this relative that seems not to get the point. He starts arguments for the hell of it!!! He thinks it is funny!!! You think after all these years, he would understand about my nature and illness. I don't  mess with him when he is sick. He just sits on his a@@ all day and starts s@@@ for laughs. I keep asking people to keep him away from me, but they are not listening. I don't know what to do. It is to the point I am crying right now because I am so mad .
Moving out is not an option because I am babysitter. I would be too far from my "kids" to continue watching them(plus I am broke). Now I feel guilty because my sis just got of the hospital and coming to comfort me.  At this moment I have a house full of people and my sister that was in the hospital over a week has to come see me about my well being!!! Sorry to keep repeating myself. This isn't the first time this has  happen, been going on for years. But lately it has been worse.  Can't write him off: lives in my house and brings me to my appointments when I can't drive myself.  I can't sleep at night so I sleep in the day when I not babysitting or running numerous errands for able body people.  I can only ignore so long before I blow up. There is so much going on with me, but this is the only thing worth mentioning.  Now I have to compse myself so I can go to "work". When it rains, I drown!!!
Don't judge a book by its movie.
 
In the past I have taken Asacol, 6mp, Prednisone(3x),  Remicade, Flagyl, Cipro, Phenergan, Colazal(think there was others).                       
 
I am on Metoprolol 50 mg for high blood pressure and heart beating too fast. On Citalopram 20 mg for my anxiety and depression. Started taking fish oil capsule 1200 mg for my high cholesterol. On Calcium 600 mg+ D 400 i.u.  pills. On Remicade 1,045 mg 
 
Diagnosed at age 14 in 2001, first started sick getting at age 13, Sept 2000. I am now 21


LMills
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   Posted 1/20/2009 8:01 PM (GMT -7)   
Maybe ignore him? I'm sure he wouldn't enjoy it so much if no one responded. And I don't mean write him off, but there are ways to deal with this situation that don't involve an ending in tears. And driving you to appointments does not give him the excuse to mentally hurt you. You two are adults and I think, especially as much as it sounds like you want to, are definitely able to treat each other as such. Have you tried sitting down with him and letting him know how much it bothers you?
But what I really wanted to say is that I hope you feel better soon...there is nothing wrong with your own depression. Your happiness can't be determined by the misery of others no matter how much possibly that may affect your ability to BE happy. Thinking of the devastating state of many countries in Africa puts things in my life in perspective for instance, but does this mean I can completely forget the current plight of of the average American(and therefore myself)? Your sister has had a difficult time and surely needs your support, but this doesn't mean that you can simply forget your own feelings(who can control depression so well?). Pain is pain regardless..
Just hang in there yeah?
20 years old, Diagnosed with moderate to severe Crohn's and Colitis in May of 2008.
Currently taking:
Prednisone 15 mg, pentasa 2 pills 4x a day, bentyl as needed, omeprazole in the morning, multivitamin, humira every other week, and good probiotics.
Surgery for ectopic pregnancy most likely the result of severe Crohn's inflammation in July of 2008.
Attempting a diet without refined sugars, high fat content, bleached or bromated flour, most dairy, red meat, and avoiding anything spicy like the plague. Also refuse to eat anything with trans fat or high fructose/corn syrup.
"He who has a why to live for can bear with almost any how."


gachrons
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Date Joined Mar 2007
Total Posts : 4527
   Posted 1/22/2009 6:49 AM (GMT -7)   
Hi Your Sister sounds like a very caring person but I guess your relative who is bothering you doesn't make you feel happy perhaps coming here a little more often for awile will help releave some stress, and not feeling good can be stressful at times. Perhaps a little ipod and ear phones will help give him the message that your not listening to him if talking don't help. lol gail
Hallarious woman over 50 ,CD ,IBS 27 years--resection,fistula's,obstructions,hemmies,and still alive.lol gail


MsRockonBelly21
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Date Joined Dec 2008
Total Posts : 42
   Posted 1/25/2009 9:58 PM (GMT -7)   
LMills and gachrons thanks for your help. I calm down and haven't talk him to yet.  But he is being nice so far. I have been germing(eww) up in my room because I am getting over a bug. I think I am going through a mild flare up He would tap me on the shoulder while Im listening to my mp3 player to tell a joke. My sister is cool and can make me laugh at the drop of a dime. . My little "employers" and I had fun. I brought two cds from the to help with the stress. Contains some of my favorite sounds piano, ocean waves, guitar, and rainshowers. I finally got a g.i. appointment(haven't seen doc since nov). Will get the results from catscan. I don't I have to go through surgery because I think I would have gotten answer a long time ago. Anyway I give an update on that situation.  Mom and sisters said that's where the stress came from. Thanks again for yall kindness and the lots of love. 
Don't judge a book by its movie.
 
In the past I have taken Asacol, 6mp, Prednisone(3x),  Remicade, Flagyl, Cipro, Phenergan, Colazal(think there was others).                       
 
I am on Metoprolol 50 mg for high blood pressure and heart beating too fast. On Citalopram 20 mg for my anxiety and depression. Started taking fish oil capsule 1200 mg for my high cholesterol. On Calcium 600 mg+ D 400 i.u.  pills. On Remicade 1,045 mg 
 
Diagnosed at age 14 in 2001, first started sick getting at age 13, Sept 2000. I am now 21

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