I have been having a good month, have not gone to the hospital in February unlike the last three months. My joint pains have been getting better there has been less blood in my stools and less pain in my stomach so overall great improvement.
But as soon as i plan something to do i have more symptoms how is that possible
I was going to go with my friend to the movies tonight, i called my friend on my way home 20 min ride, i was feeling little pain in my stomach nothing much but when i got home i could not even stand up straight because of the pain.. So i called my friend again it had not been more than 10 min since i hung up on her to tell her i would not make it to the movies . ..
This bothers me so much, because i am always thinking about
what other people might think and making excuses for my condition which obviously changes every 10 minutes
Now i am worried because i have a big dog show next weekend and i cant miss it.. As soon as i wake up on Saturday i am going to take lots of pain meds and be super good ;)
Is someone else dealing with this problem, i would guess so if you have this sucky disease..
I just needed to let of some steam and this is the best place :)
Usually having crohn's does not bother me, just when i am planing something fun and i get sick...
I used to get real bad panic attacks and they are by far worse than crohn's..
Thanks for reading about
my miserable life
24 year old female
Diagonsed with Crohns disease in December 2008..
Medication - Asacol, Remicade, Entocort