Sniper, how freakin annoying!
I know the gov't needs their money too on the backs of the sick and the poor.
My bro is disabled with a brain injury and they send letters and questionaires to him that he cannot fill out.
Sorry you are dealing with this. I hope it's over soon.
Diagnosed w/ Crohn’s Disease March 2007 Started Humira June 2008 (have been on other cd meds)
Diagnosed w/ Fibromyalgia May 2007 on Soma and Lyrica
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I just read your post and you brought tears to my eyes but today is a tough day for me as my sister's visitation and funeral are today and tomorrow. So I cry.
As for you, I am so sorry the PTSD is kicking your butt however you are staying in the moment and that is my favorite advice to anyone struggling with depression.
I too quit my dream job and took early retirement due to a huge meltdown in 2006 but no one mentioned that I should take my disability from work instead of just resigning and dipping into my retirement fund. Looking back I feel very betrayed and angry with my former employer as I put in 26 years of perfect evaluations and attendance yet when My supervisor was aware I was in trouble she never mentioned helping me. I hid my depression for so many years and lived through the death of a son plus many other losses that when it all caught up with me I went down hard.
Like you I have a spouse and a good physician who helped me through. I also have my children and I want to see my grandchildren grow up and I want to feel the sun on my face.
I will trade off the pain, and the sorrow that I go through and keep fighting for the good times. I hope that you will too as there is good in life.
Yes the bad memories come out whenever they choose but I fight them back and I come here and post to others and ask the members of HealingWell for help. They never turn me down. They will never turn you down either.
May you have peace within,
I will find a way or make one. –Phillip Sidney 1554-1586
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