some history first. no large intestine, humira, 17cm's of small intestine just removed due to blockage. been out of the hospital since June 8th. was doing great until last night. stomach pains again. my problem is, i think, i sit on the toilet trying to push things out. just can't get empty. i have left a message with my doctor. very nervous right now. i do not want to go back in the hospital. i think this time i will get the illeostomy bag. trying to avoid it. but i think it is inevitable. i know they are going to want to pictures first. this disease really s----. i usually have a good attitude buttttttt.