ok could it just be that you are relieved to finally have a name for what is wrong with you? With lupus it can just feel like you are losing your marbles and to actually know what is wrong is a powerful in that it is easier to fight an enemy you know.
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I will find a way or make one. –Phillip Sidney 1554-1586
All that I am and all that I shall ever be, I owe to my Angel Mother.
The Bucket List- Have you found joy in your life? Has your life brought joy to others?
Make sure your suffering has meaning…