I hate this...I hope you know that all of us would be there in a heart beat if we were closer. I know that I would..is there anyone close to you that you can talk to every now and again at least?
Maybe find something you enjoy like a good book or music? I love reading Banana Yoshimoto when I'm not well. 'Goodbye Tsugumi' strikes home especially because one of the the main characters is dealing with a lifelong illness, but she is so feisty and it kind of perks you up.
Please, vent away if that's what you need right now. You'll be in my thoughts.
20 years old, Diagnosed with moderate to severe Crohn's and Colitis in May of 2008.
Currently taking: Prednisone 5 mg, pentasa 2 pills 4x a day, omeprazole in the morning, and a women's multivitamin. I'm also trying a B vitamin complex, but it doesn't seem to be working so I'm considering the shots.
Diet almost completely without refined sugars, wheat, flour, gluten, high lactose dairy, and/or junk food in general. bonniegriffith.blogspot.com/
Learning how to live again.
"He who has a why to live for can bear with almost any how."