OK sorry I haven't kept you guys up to speed but I gotta tell you I am slowly losing what little mind I have left! I have been off work since Thanksgiving. I ticked off my surgeon so I got a letter telling me to finda new one! ( actually I made the woman who answers the phone mad and I lost!)
Moving on... saw GI he did colonoscopy,flex sig,upper GI, and SBFT. He told me could either reconnect me or do another stoma. Found new surgeon he wanted a Barium enema before reconnecting me I believe to determine how much sigmoid colon was left.(they call me todayand say, results showed a possible mass in the rectum, can I come in tomorrow for pre surgery physical.... click)
Isn't that something they would have found with the flex sig? Could that maybe be scar tissue from the rectal crohns I had? My mind is racing and I hate this.
Still don't know if I will have a job when this is all over. I am gonna go past the 12 weeks of FMLA.
I am hoping surgery will be next week. Was looking forwardto "pooping like a big girl " again! My co workers think they are funny!
Have any ideas???
Life isn't like a bowl of cherries, it's more like a jar of Jalapenos... What you do today, might burn your "butt" tomorrrow!