I'm so sorry!! I totally sympathize. Out of all the things I have given up or would potentially have to give up, Coffee would be at the top of the list of what I would have a hard time doing without. Chocolate is second, although I will occasionally suffer thru it and have a couple Hershey's kisses.
Dx'd w/ Crohn's in 1979 at age 13. Bad flare 2008 but no health insurance so I dealt with it. Colonoscopy in July 2009 caused a perforated colon, emergency bowel resection. 2 fistula's, perianal and perivaginal.
Humira, probiotic, a multivitamin, calcium, magnesium, zinc, and fish oil. I also take Tramadol 50 mg and Klonopin (for anxiety) as needed.
Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as well dance!