I feel guilty because I don't usually go to gatherings, especially after work. Getting through the day is just all I can do, in addition to squeezing in shopping errands.
Then, I always have monday off and I have spent most of them lately in the doctor's office. So, if I have free time, I want to be free and at home where there is no worry about a bathroom.
But, I know they think I blow everything off, but for them it's a couple hours out. For me, its a morning in the bathroom just to attend this "small event".
I can usually get to work okay, but a trip, an event, an appointment, here comes the trots and it's all I can do to get out the door in time, then suffer with "urge" while I'm out.
i can relate everybody is always doing for me and i want to do for others but i cant cause im always sick if it isnt one thing its another and i hear the same remark also "your always sick" its irritating but im getting better at looking past it they love me and dont want to see me like this and it comes out as nasty comments somestimes.