thanks guys for your help. i made a meeting with a caseworker to check out family helath plus next week and see if i can get on that. i was just frustrated. i want to work towards being a teacher, its what i passionately want to do and theres going to be an opening in the school im subbing at in the fall. so im keeping my head in there. what im going to have to do is really stick to the limits of how much i can make and how many days i can acceot to sub.
:) and dont worry i dont hate insurance people it just hit me all at once aith my current caseworker telling me hes going to review my case. it freaked me out becasue if i get dropped then i could be without insurance until the next one kicks in. that just scares the heck out of me.
but anyhow thank you for your responses and for listening to my rant. i needed to let it out.