will my darkside win?

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Date Joined Jan 2006
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   Posted 1/21/2006 6:29 PM (GMT -6)   
i`m a 26year old lad wiv cf and dierbeties.i`ve done judo 4 14years,fought 4 wales in britan,ireland and europe.i have trained cage fighters so on a posotive note i`m sound but as i`m getting older and more of my close friends die it brings out my dark side.i have a temper problem which has ALWAYS BEEN THERE but now hard drugs and drink seem 2 get the better of me 2 often and on more than 1 ocasion landed me in prison nono i dont like who i`m becoming but some times the bottom of a bottle seems easyer,i hate my selve and just find it easyer 2 be bad skull but what do i do,i feel so ****ing helpless and that makes me mad.please ANY ideas coz i`m hurting people now 4 the wrong reasons and its not good.i will end up in prison just coz i cant hack feeling less of a person. sad

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   Posted 1/21/2006 8:23 PM (GMT -6)   

Please know that feel here on healing well you have friends that you can talk to. It's never easy for anyone who is ill to have the best times. Look around, is someone else's situation better than yours or worse? this helps me alot when I am feeling down. Your the only one that can help yourself climb to the top and move forward. One day, you will feel better, I promise!
Kathy, mom to identical twin boys with CF (9yrs), daughter 20, grandaughter 2 1/2, one on the way!
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