You flew peacefully in August, to become an angel, and I miss you huni.
I've had many hospital stays and visits since then Sam, and every single time, I look up on that board, to see who's in.
My head atomatically searches for you and Tony, we always worked best as a trio. It's not the same you know......Just me and Tony watcing DVD's. There's a third giggle missing.
We hadn't been close this last year or so had we? You were on a different ward to us. The echo's of the past still play on though, me and Tony still try to keep up our usual amount of mayhem (to keep the nurses on there toes.) But it's never been as good.
Where's my text hun-you know I can't remember your birthday without my yearly text reminder. 13th December, your birthday and wedding anniversary. I think you were wise you know. You gave Pete only one date to remember. Breathe easy now sweetie, hope you've found peace.
I miss you Sami xHarriet
Where did you go? One day you were there the next you were gone. Even after I'd been told you had died that night in your sleep, I was still looking for you. I expected you too be there, exhausted, but still able too tell me about
who's got engaged- the normal gossip. I wanted you too know I was thinking about
you, so everyday, while we were on the ward together, I would wave, if you looked well enough, I stopped for a brief chat. Your bed was taken oh so quickly after you'd gone. Whenever I went to the CF kitchen, I was still only filling my coffee halfway, soo I could wave to you on my way past.
You flew away in October hun, when I walked by your bed that morning, the curtains were drawn, I thought you must have been having a bath or seeing a doctor or something. Looking back now, it should have been obvious really.
Night night now huni-have a good rest x
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