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faithfully4you
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   Posted 12/29/2007 1:27 PM (GMT -7)   
It is Saturday afternoon.  I received a phone call from my mother that my sister has been admitted to the hospital and she is not doing well.  I sit here in tears because for the first time in my life I feel so helpless.  My family are on their way to Florida to be with her but I have no way to go to be with them.
 
My whole life I have been blessed with Gods will;  emotionally, financially and spiritially.   Right now I feel "abandon" although I know he has not.
 
I have so much going on in my life I should be depressed.  I thank God that I feel better and can rationalize my thoughts.  Since seeing and spending time with my sister, I realize how selfish it was to try suicide.  How I want my sister to be better, I would truly give my life for hers.
 
I am kind of a mess today and will be trying to get things in order on Monday.  I guess Gods will was for me to have my son living away from me right now so that I could have peace of mind and it was his doing that it is less stressful to have him full time.
 
I have reasons  to be happy.  I am trying to stay focused.
 
Please keep my family in your prayers.
Teresa
 
 The only limit to our realization of tomorrow will be our doubts of today. Let us move forward with strong and active faith.


TeNNiSd0C09
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   Posted 12/29/2007 2:25 PM (GMT -7)   
I just wanted to know that you and your sister are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you are able to get everything together. Take care of yourself. Keep posting and let us know how it goes.

Take care
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getting by
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   Posted 12/29/2007 3:20 PM (GMT -7)   
Hi Teresa,
 
You have been and are continuing to be strong during these trying times.  And I agree with you that it is God's will for you.  Please don't feel abandoned at this time.  He is still watching over you this is all in his plan.  He is there for you.
 
We are also here for you and you are in our thoughts and prayers.
 
You are a wonderful person going through a rough time right now but you will get through this.  You will continue to be strong.  But don't fight the tears, crying is cleansing.  It will help you to feel better to release the tears.
 
Keep us posted, we are all here for you now and when you need us.
 
Hugs,
 
getting by
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faithfully4you
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   Posted 12/31/2007 8:31 AM (GMT -7)   
Hi everyone,
I am really stressed and feel backed into a wall.  I am keeping it together but please keep praying for me especially financially.  I am counting the days down until I move but I cant even put thoughts together on when, who is going to help me and what else I have to do.
 
Please say some extra prayers for me today.
Teresa
 
 The only limit to our realization of tomorrow will be our doubts of today. Let us move forward with strong and active faith.


getting by
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   Posted 12/31/2007 8:51 AM (GMT -7)   
I will continue praying for you and I know that your faith will get you through. I know that everything is going to work itself out with this move that you are making. So don't feel backed up against a wall, just find the door and open it.

I wish you a very happy new year and a happy and healthy year to come. I know that you will be okay.

Luv and hugs,
getting by
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faithfully4you
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   Posted 12/31/2007 8:25 PM (GMT -7)   
There are no words to describe how I feel right now.  I have kept my faith and hopes alive but tonight is really testing my ability to be strong.  It is NYE and here I sit alone wondering what others are doing.  I am sure they are laughing and enjoying each other before the New Year gets here.
 
This is my 3rd NYE by without the one person I want to kiss at midnight.  I am afraid that I will never get to kiss him ever again.  It feels as if my heart will never be able to go on without him anymore
 
I want so much for this new year to be the year that I finally get everything I deserve with my hard work and faith.
 
My New Years resolution is to be the person I want to be.  The person that can be replied upon and trusted.  I know that this is something that I dont deserve but I know that a new year can hopefully give me a chance in anothers eyes.  I guess you never know, huh?
 
Well, Happy New Year to all of you and my special angel, where eever he may be, who without his intervention I would not be here to see this new year. 
 
Although lonely on this night, I thank God that I am here.
 
Better dayz.
 
HAPPY NEWYEAR
 
Teresa
 
 The only limit to our realization of tomorrow will be our doubts of today. Let us move forward with strong and active faith.


getting by
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   Posted 12/31/2007 9:01 PM (GMT -7)   
Hi Teresa,

Please don't feel so lonely. You are not alone. You are with a very special person right now. That person is yourself. You are the person that you want to be, you just don't realize it yet.

I wish that you knew just how special you are. You need to love yourself. You are not selfish. Quite the opposite. When you write here on the forum, you sound concerned about others, that means a lot.

I hope you find this person that you long to be with. But like you said, it is all part of God's plan. You will be together when the time is right.

I will be here if you want to write more.

hugs,

getting by
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faithfully4you
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   Posted 2/5/2008 12:14 PM (GMT -7)   
sad  Hi everyone~
I just wanted to say hello and to let you know that I am fine.  I have been moving and I am just now taking time to do some computer stuff.
 
I finally have most of the rooms done but of course there will always be something to do.
 
My depression has been really hard to fight these past couple weeks, I am dealing with issues that have continued to bring sadness into my life.  My sister is not doing well and I worry about her everyday and fear the phone call that I pray I dont get, I am lonely and missing that person that I have hurt the most and would die to get another chance with and lastly my car is on the fritz again, but what else is new?
 
It has been really hard also because I dont have anyone to help me and I feel hopeless.  like my car, noone to help me look or do the numbers.  I am not good at any of this.  I just feel alone.
 
I fear the coming months as I am hanging onto my faith!  All I want is a day of complete peace.
 
I am glad to be back with you guys!!!!!
 
Teresa
 
 
Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results 
 


getting by
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   Posted 2/5/2008 12:57 PM (GMT -7)   

Teresa,

It sounds like you have hit a few bumps in the road right now.  Please don't worry about the things that you cannot control, just the things that you can.  I truly am sorry that your sister isn't doing well.  And that you are having difficulty with your car and with moving.  Try to take things one day at a time. 

I know that you are a person of strong faith.  Just keep trying, everything will work out the way that it should.

You are in my thoughts and prayers,

hugs,

Karen


fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue, clinically depressed and allergies


ShynSassy
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   Posted 2/7/2008 5:25 AM (GMT -7)   
Teresa

Remember all we can do is take it one day at a time. You will get through all of this.


(((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))
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faithfully4you
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   Posted 2/7/2008 7:54 AM (GMT -7)   
:-)  Shy~
You always know what to say!!!!  Thanks for the ability to meet a new day even when I dont want too.
 
The times are really hard especially around Valentines Day.  It used to be my favorite holiday because of the hearts, angels and just the peace and calm it has brought me.  I dread it now as I remember all the days of the past that I took for granted, I used to look forward to the paper knowing he would write something cute and I remember the magical night that really makes me miss this wonderful day.
 
I just hope that he remembers me on this day as much as I remember his touch, smile and his big blue eyes and the comfort he gave me that I so miss right now.
 
I have an appointment with my counselor today, I really need it.  I got my car back yesterday and between the hundreds of dollars I spent to fix it, it still runs crappy......oh well, the life of a poor person.
 
Thanks so much for your friendship
Teresa
 
 
Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results 
 


Another Day
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   Posted 2/7/2008 9:52 PM (GMT -7)   
Teresa,
 
I am glad you are back with us.  We have missed you.  I am sorry you are having a hard time right now, but as others have already said, take it one day at a time.  Remember, some things are just going to be totally out of your control and you have to let those things go.  No matter how much you scratch and claw and try to fix it, you can't, so don't drive yourself crazy trying.
 
I am sorry to hear your sister is not doing well.
 
Please know that we are always here for you.
 
Love and prayers,
 
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ShynSassy
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   Posted 2/8/2008 5:25 AM (GMT -7)   
Teresa

Thank you for your friendship..we have been through alot together!!

I understand the life of the poor believe me!
Shy


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