I am glad you are back. Believe me I do know exactly how you must be feeling. I have been on healing for almost a year and I know that most of my fellow posters will agree, I have had one heck of s ride. There were times when I genuinely wanted to lay down and I actually did.
But by God's will and a guardian angel I am still here. I would be lying if I said there is an easy fix for this monster we call depression. The unfortunate thing is that you will most likely go up and down throughout you're lifetime with depression. Not much comfort, huh?
My best advice is too hang on to your FAITH no matter how beat down you are. Although things may eventually become just as exhausting as they are now, there are better days that will see you through, JUST HANG ON!!!!
It is a rough road to travel, especially at this time of the year. Believe me, I am struggling with my own demons and depression and at this point in my life if I was not holding on to my faith, I really dont know if I would be able to fight the burdens and sadness I am right now.
Just know that we do care about each other and although we are not physically with you, we are spiritially!
God bless you and keep the faith.
The only limit to our realization of tomorrow will be our doubts of today. Let us move forward with strong and active faith.