Im sorry to hear your feeling so low at the moment. Do you know when you are next having the kids? The season for depression is certainly upon us. Aside from the jolly family times like xmas and new year, the days are short, the nights are dark and the weather is appauling. (Well, it is in the UK anyway!) Keep your chin up and it will soon be summer and you can look forward to taking the kids out for the day to the beach or something similar.
How you doing? Feelin any better as the season wears on? Have you seen the kids yet?