I think if you are feeling hopeless then, by all means, you should go. I am not sure, do they only keep you in the hospital if they believe you are a harm to self or others? I would think your recent drug use would qualify as harm to self, but again I am not sure.
At the very least I think they would bring in a psych consult before releasing you, and they could get you your much needed meds.
cervical fusion 2006, with great result
L4-5 surgery with cages, plates, and screws in 2005, I have continued pain
MEDS: Fentanyl patch, Norco, Celexa, trazodone, and Parafon Forte
Im going to smile like nothing is wrong, act like everything is perfect, and pretend its not hurting me.