Scotty - you really don't need to do something so drastic for a temporary problem. You were with your ex for quite a long time and it will take time to get over her....Allow yourself time before trying to "replace" her by someone else. I am quite sure these girls you are meeting are probably not worth it anyway, plus the fact that they are giving you fake numbers is saying that you may be emitting that you are emotionally unavailable. I tell ya, we women can pick up on it. As a matter of fact, if someone does want to get involved I would question their motive, are they attracted to you because they want to "fix" you (women are healers also and some tend to go for someone they think they can help...But once your fixed there is no longer an attraction).
Please, call your therapist and explain what you are feeling. I think they could get you in for an emergency meeting.
cervical fusion 2006, with great result
L4-5 surgery with cages, plates, and screws in 2005, I have continued pain
MEDS: Fentanyl patch, Norco, Celexa, trazodone, and Parafon Forte
To handle yourself, use your head...to handle others, use your heart
I'm going to smile like nothing is wrong, act like everything is perfect, and pretend its not hurting me.