Come here and vent anytime. We are more then happy to listen. Everybody needs to let things out. Please don't become another one of those statistics. Your wife needs you more than you know. Please give yourself some credit. This is just a really hard time of the year for everybody and it effects all of us.
The holidays are over. The days are still short, the weather has been sucky. You definately are not alone with the way that you feel. I have talked to a lot of people who are struggling right now. We all have to give ourselves a break right now.
So feel free to talk, we are hear to listen.
I wish for you a wonderful day,