What is the matter? Do you need to talk, I am here if you do.
I will be around all night so if you need to vent, go ahead. I can give you some phone numbers to the national suicide hotline if you need.
Please let me know how you are feeling. We are here to help you.
Why do you feel like hurting yourself? Are you angry at yourself? Or do you just want to feel something?
I use to hate myself too. But please don't. You are a special person, kind and compassionate and it sounds like you are hurting. Can you think of what makes you feel bad?
Do you have any music that you could play to make you feel better? Music always helps me, maybe a nice warm bath to relax you.
Do you take medications or go to therapy? I have to do both and it really helps me to feel better about myself.
And you can't possibly hate everything about yourself. There has to be somethings that you like. Write them down on a piece of paper and read them to yourself. Over and over. Do you like to read books? Watch movies?
Keep me posted, I am here for you.
Post Edited By Moderator (djdaz_1985) : 2/3/2008 5:23:25 AM (GMT-7)
Well I don't think that you sound stupid, I think you sound like you need someone to talk to. Maybe you should see someone and get back on medication and talk to a therapist. I know that it helps me. I am here to listen if you want to talk.
"Healing is an energy phenomenon. Hope is another word for Healing. "Cracks in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart no matter how strong you are""Sometimes it is best to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve""Im going to smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me."
Day by day. That is all we can do. And it works. take things slow and relax. One day at a time.
Tennis, thank you for your input. See, you are a lot wiser and stronger than you think you are. What you are saying makes a lot of sense. Thanks again.
Like Tennis said Jenny, we are hear to help you, to listen and do what we can. You have come to a good place. There are so many on here that have recently gone through what you are going through. They understand. And a lot have found help on this forum. It can be a good place just to vent. Sometimes just doing that can help a lot.
I wish for you inner peace.
Have you tried 'Free Association Writing'? Basically, where you start writing and you just write whatever comes to your head, no matter what it is. You could write it in the style of a letter or a diary entry if you wanted. Sometimes it is a good way of getting things out. How are you doing today? Are you feeling a little better today? Remember you can always chat here. Sometimes if it is the middle of the night where you are, there will still be someone online since we have members all over the globe, not just the US.