I just can't quite get above the dark cloud that wants to come in when I am happy. It doesn't take much to please me. I have always kept my life simple so that I could enjoy the little things that most people over look throughout life. But today I noticed (again) that in the middle of just being me while I was watching television, this feeling of dispair came over me. Not in an overwhelming way, but in a subtle way.
I have always had the problem of letting myself be happy, but I thought that I had passed that way of undermining my own happiness by now.
I know that we have had a long winter, and everything starts getting hard to deal with at this time of year. I do find comfort here, and that is why I am here writing this today. I thank you all for being here. I am thankful for a place to come when I don't feel so good. And when I do feel good.
I just thought that maybe we could all share in something to be thankful for or happy about. Let's try to think of something possitive to post about.
Mine is for all of you, and the little bit of sunshine that I had today. For without these two things I don't know where I would be. Thank all of you, for just being you and for sharing.
Luv and hugs,
fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue, clinically depressed and allergies