Im sorry that things have got worse for you, but please dont give up. Perhaps stay in the hospital a little longer this time. Are you able to have a wide range of activities in the hospital to keep your mind occupied?
Are you able to get other people to cover for you for the people that are dependent on you? For example, if a work colleague is dependent... can you get someone else to help them? If its kids... can other family help for a couple of weeks?
I hope this week goes better for you hunni. Have you considered reviewing your meds with your doctor? It might be hat some of the meds are starting to become ineffective and they need changing/adjusting.
All the best
While it is good to take a break from things. If you find yourself sleeping all day and night, you might want to talk to the doctor about it. I know, I have had fatigue for two days now. And I recognize it for what it is. I feel like my bed is calling me to just climb in and never come out. But I don't want to be like that. I slept for two years when I first got fibromyalgia. Life just keeps going on with or with out us. And in the meantime we are getting older too. Maybe you need some rest, just don't let it take over.
Good luck to you,