It sounds like you are on the right course with medication and the counseling. You definately have a full load right now and talking to somebody will help. You might have to lighten your load up a little to continue.
I am sorry about your relationship coming to an end, maybe a little space will help. I see that he still loves you so it is hard to say what he will want next. Maybe he will come back to you, you seem to be handling this well, it is only natural to cry about it. So get it out. This is normal.
I am sorry about your mom, what is the prognosis? What type of cancer does she have? Maybe it is something that surgery or some chemo will help. I hope so.
You have come to a good place. There are many understanding people here that will listen and give good advice. Please keep posting let us know about your mom. I hope that she can get better.
You have so much going on......
I really think you should meet up with Scotty66 and confused22, they are both in a similar situation to yours.
You sound like you are taking the right course in getting on medication, unfortunatley, they do not always work quickly. I hope the best for you and, please, keep posting and getting to know us, and us you.
That sounds like a good idea. It will keep your mind busy and you will still be gaining ground.
I am glad that the survival rate is good with the type of cancer your mom has. I think that the radiation treatment is a lot easier to weather than that of chemotherapy. You don't get nearly as sick, though everybody is different as to the way that their bodies react. A lot of people tolerate it well. I wish the best for your mom. I will keep you both in my thoughts and prayers.
What is your major in college? I don't believe that you said. I am glad that you are hanging in there, I think that lightening your load is a good idea. You sure are taking a lot of classes.
You sound like you have a good attitude, I think that helps a lot when you are under a lot of stress. But it sounds like you are keeping it together. Just keep hanging on, you are stronger than you think. I can tell.
I hope that you have a great night.