I really do not think that hanging out with her is in your best interest, it is just going to keep the wounds wide open and confuse you even more. She has just told you she doesn't feel the same way about you any more...a rather kind way of saying "hey buddy, let's be friends."
I know you are going to do what you want to, but I would advise you to really think long and hard about what this is going to do to you emotionally.
cervical fusion 2006
L4-5 surgery with cages, plates, and screws in 2005
MEDS: Fentanyl patch, Norco, Celexa, trazodone, and baclofen
To handle yourself, use your head...to handle others, use your heart
I'm going to smile like nothing is wrong, act like everything is perfect, and pretend its not hurting me.