I hope that you continue posting. I know you say you will be fine after April, but, that is about 6 weeks away. So take advantage of the forum and vent if you need, or just pop in to say hello.
It is nice to know that no matter what you are going through, that you are not alone. The people on this forum are so kind and understanding. I don't know what I would do without them at times. It is like my lifeline.
I hope that you have a wonderful evening.