Sadsong's say so much,
Every single time I see your name I think of that song. I just can't help it.
Is there another birth control pill that you could try? Or do they all do that to you. I feel bad about that. When I took the pill, I had no trouble with moods. In fact it made me feel good. But I know it isn't always that way with everybody.
I am glad you are getting yourself some flowers. That is always a nice pick me up. I just love plants and flowers, but I use to have a floral shop and it made me feel so good to deliver them to people because of all the smiles.
It is only natural that you are going to keep your guard up a little with this new guy. And I am glad that he understands.
As Shy always says, you need to get to the bottom of the reason that you are depressed. Are you going to any counseling? That would be a start. Or do you think that it is from the hormones in the birth control pill? Either way, I wish you well. I hope that you can get a grip on the mood swings. I take abilify and that helps me a lot. It keeps me leveled out and keeps me from obsessive thinking. That might be something to look into. It might counteract your moodiness. But all in all, it sounds like you aren't doing too bad. And I am happy that you hve the good moods. You just need to have more good ones than bad.
Taking some time off of work is a nice break. Do things that you enjoy doing for a while as you are playing catch up at home. That should help you to feel better when you get everything pretty much under control.
Have a wonderful day, and keep posting.
I hope that this helped some.
Actually it seems like your time is well spent. I know how frustrating the ups and downs are, maybe you would need a mood stablizer. I don't remember if I mentioned but I take abilify for that. It also works for bipolar. Ever since I started taking it though, I feel so much better. So maybe I am a little manic too.
I would say, just go with the flow. Sometimes we just have to do that. I know there is more structure in organization, but I think that comes from us wanting to be in control all of the time.
I have fibromyalgia, so I never know how I will feel from one day to the next. It was hard to handle at first, but I learned that life just comes as it may. Now I have quit worrying about the future and things that I cannot control. So in some ways it has done me good. Take your day and relax, maybe pamper yourself a little bit. You deserve that. I know how hard it is when plans get changed or you can't do the things that you would want to do. As for the flowers, it is so therapeudic working with them. Maybe if you rest a little you will feel like working on them yet. Sometimes if you just start and plan on doing a little, you have it done before you know it.
I wish for you to feel better. Keep posting and let us know how you are feeling.
I have highlights too. It is called grey.LOL Though I do have blonde highlights put in and it does look pretty cool My grey turns to platinum.
It is raining here today too. Tomorrow suppose to rain and snow. Boo Hoo. I thought all of this was over. I don't think that the snow will stick, but I am so sick of it and the damp weather. Pretty soon though it will get warm and I will probably be complaining about the heat. I am never satisfied with the weather here in Michigan.
I hope that you have a great day. Keep us posted on your progress and your doctor's appointment.
We need to all get together and have a coffee party. I have few friends too and it gets lonesome.