How wise Erik is and Lynn too. To me it is about trying to stay in the moment and living in the present. I too know that is not easy today and there are days that the task seems to darn hard.
Time dulls the pain but you must go through this in your own time frame. Just keep on taking those babysteps and make life good for you. You cannot change the past, remember the good times and try to let go of the bad. Make some plans for you, little plans but something that will make you feel good. Count your positive steps and see how far you have come.
You know I believe in you and I know you to be a special person with great compassion. Continue to share yourself with others. Anyone who meets you will be lucky you came into their lives even if only for a moment. Bless you my friend.
Its such a shame that the weather is wet and horrible. That cant be helping your mood. I understand what you mean when you say that you want to screw it up and throw it away... in time you will be able to, but you cant rush yourself. When you are ready to let go, you will let go. Unfortunately until that time comes you have to live with it and that is probably harder than letting go.
Always know that we are here and we all care for you.
Teresa..Push the 'pause' button for a moment..now then, all is not lost you know..it's just that some of us take longer to get over things than others and sometimes we have to go thru the 'horrible' to know what the good feels like
Today you given a gift..an appreciation of a new life coming into the world...refocusing your energies on something positive like this will help greatly...managing to put all those horrible feelings into a box at the back of the wardrobe is your next challenge..I know you can do it and Want to eh?
Going to a counselor might help..and going to see your doc could help too..but don't give up on yourself ok... Start journaling positive things that happen everyday and I am sure in no time you will realise that life is not so bad
Didn't you know that happens to all of us? Either that or put laundry on the line, it will rain for sure. How come every time I have my hands in dish water, my nose itches? Has that ever happened to you? I think that it is called murphey's law. Or some call it life. That kind of cracked me up. Because that sounds so much like myself.
Have a great day. Good luck at the doctor's.
Im with Karen on this one! I have heard of Murphy's Law but here in the UK we call it Sod's Law. Same thing though. I put the washing out, it rains. I put a coat on, the sun comes out. I take precautions, I dont need them but if I dont take precautions I get caught out. Its just one of those facts of life that we all have to accept unfortunately!
Im glad to hear that your sister is doing well. I guess her memory will return slowly in time. Compared to where you were only a short while ago with your sister things have come such a long way. I so pleased for you and your sister.