i am a teenager struggling with depression.
When i was about
4, a cousin of mine molested me. I didn't know
what he was doing but i knew that i didn't like it. But i was too scared
to tell anyone, but i wanted to so bad. Then when i turned 7, my father
started hitting me. , i started
to hurt myself. I did it because, for me, it took away the emotional pain
that i was going through. then i met a nice guy and he became my boyfriend
and after that i only hurt myself once and i haven't ever since... but i have
never told anyone Any of this and i have been keeping it bottled up inside.
Now me and my boyfriend fight Everyday, and i get pretty violent and i
get easily hurt, sad, mad, frustrated and irritated. I feel lost because i feel
like i cant trust him because of my past. I am also starting to think thoughts
such as... But Im NOT dangerous.. I made a promise i would never
do that.. but the thoughts are still in my head. I just want to live a happy
Can you please help me?
Kate,I am sorry,but I had to edit your posts due to the rules of our forum,we are here to help you..but please review the rules asap.www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=46&m=106997
Post Edited By Moderator (ShynSassy) : 6/13/2008 5:30:45 AM (GMT-6)