Your dad doesnt sound like a very nice person at the moment, but I am sure he loves you. Sometimes people can over-react to things and then appologise... although from what you have said of your father to us previously, I dont think he will appologise. He doesnt have any right to talk to you like that and maybe you need to consider taking a stand against him. I know its hard but your of an age where he should not be talking to you like that. Also, as Karen has said, you will be in Florida before you know it and things will be better then.