My Dear Friend Dark, It does matter and you know it does as I am your friend and you matter. You have worked through this before and we can help you do it again.
I do know the pain you are feeling, you know I do as my son died in car accident and I thought nothing in life would ever matter again, but that is not true. You are strong and right now your down in the dark hole but look up and see that tiny light............it is us all holding candles to guide you back up into the sunlight.
I have a feeling you may feel better if you go to the coast and watch for whales.
If you are feeling really awful, you go to the ER or call 911.
But please understand me, It does matter to me what happens to you. Email me, you know nothing you say will cause me to judge you.
Many gentle hugs to a special friend.
Kitt, Moderator: Anxiety, Panic & Depression *~*
YOu have so much support here. Please talk to one of us or I have found a helpine number for you: 0800 567 567 - South African Suicide helpine. I dont know if it is any good to you... I cant remember exactly where you live.
Remember, we are all here
Talk to me you know I am a good listener. Talk to one of us or all of us but talk hun. I wish I could sit beside you and watch for whales. How wonderful that sounds.
Good Morning Dark,
So glad to hear you are ok and know how much we care.Gentle Hugs
I always know that when you write on HW, you write from your heart. Motivation seems to be a really big problem for you at the moment and perhaps this would be a good place to start doing something. Do you have life-coaches where you live? Another thing you might want to do is join support groups so that you can be with people who understand where you are and have come through it.
I know you can do this but the first step is always the hardest