2 and a half weeks really isnt very long at all... perhaps you are being hard on yourself? Do you find it easier when your mind is occupied? If so, you might want to take the opportunity to start a new hobby (Perhaps creating something which takes up your time). Im sure your dad would be proud to see you getting along even though I know each day is a struggle for you.
Remember we are all here for you
I think you are doing really well Li Keep up the good work. Don't be afraid to see your doc and ask for help if you need to - just take one day at a time and see how you get on. Journaling your thoughts everyday might help - keeps us in touch with our innner self
Kitt, Moderator: Anxiety, Panic & Depression *~*