Hello Rever, this is Kitt
Many of us look at ourselves through a different kind of distorted mirror. We let other people in our lives--from parents and siblings to friends and coworkers--create a reflection of who we are, but it's rarely accurate. To truly love yourself, you need to know the truths that form the basis of a healthy self-image.
Kitt, Moderator: Anxiety, Panic & Depression *~*
This is Rever's thread but you posted a thought that caught my eye and may be the key to why you are so unhappy. You also need to learn to love your self.
Loving yourself is not about giving yourself every pleasure you think of, it is what has been posted above for Rever. It is about your selfesteem and who you are not what you have. It is not about gathering pleasures for yourself.
I hope this helps give you something to think about.